YOU BROKE IT AGAIN

Guys, I wanna express my sad feeling right now...
it's about my story with someone:

SINCE WE MET THREE MONTHS AGO
WE'VE JUST FELT NOTHING, JUST AN AMIGO
THEN ANOTHER FEELING CAME TO ME
MADE ME KNOW WHAT I WANT TO BE

I REALIZE THAT FEELING IS TRUE
AND I TRY TO EXPRESS IT TO YOU
YOU JUST SHOCKED WHEN YOU HEAR IT
MAYBE YOU'LL JUST SAY "FORGET IT"

AND I PROPOSE YOU LATER
WOULD YOU BE MY GIRL FOREVER
YOU REJECTED ME AND SAID NO
FOR A LITTLE TIME, I WANTED TO GO

BUT IT DIDNT MAKE ME GIVING UP
I STILL TRY TO REACH YOU UP
AND I TRIED TO FORGET THE PAST
BUT FOR ME, IT NOT LIKE JUST BLOWING ASHES

I FELT WE WERE CLOSER THAN BEFORE
JUST LIKE THE KEY AND THE DOOR
I SPOKE TO HER THAT I STILL LOVE HER
SHE THOUGHT ME AS FRIEND FOREVER

FOR THE SECOND TIME, I WAS REJECTED
BUT IT CAN'T STOP MY LOVE FOR HER
I WAS BEING SO ADDICTED
ADDICTED WITH EVERYTHING FROM HER

I FORGET THE PAST, STARTED THE NEW
I FELT I WAS MORE CLOSER TO YOU
ROSES ARE RED, VIOLET ARE BLUE
I WAS TALKING TO MYSELF "I CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU"

ONE NIGHT, WE CHATTED TOGETHER
IN A FORUM CALLED YAHOO MESSENGER
SHE TALKED TO ME ABOUT ANOTHER MAN
I KNEW THAT SHE EVER ADDICTED TO THAT MAN

MANY FRIENDS SAID THAT MAN WAS SO MATCH WITH HER
I DIDN'T THINK TO MUCH, JUST LIKE IF I OPEN THE DOOR FOR MY MOTHER
THEY OFTEN WENT HOME TOGETHER
WELL, I WAS SO JEALOUS MAN, LIKE NO OTHER

I WROTE IN MY MESSENGER LIKE THIS
"DONT EVER TALKED ABOUT HIM IN FRONT OF ME, I HATE IT"
I WROTE IT INTENTIONALLY WROTE LIKE THAT
I DON'T CARE IF SHE WANNA ANGRY TO ME, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT

WE'VE BEEN ANGRY EACH OTHER
I DIDN'T BELIEVE IT CAN HAPPENED TO HER
I WAS SO SURPRISE WHY SHE TOOK IT SERIOUS
THEN I REALIZED MY ATTITUDE WAS NO GENIOUS

I APOLOGIZE TO HER WITH ALL MY BRAVENESS
FORTUNATELY SHE FORGAVE ME WITH ALL HER KINDNESS
I SAID TO HER "I DON'T WANNA ANGRY AGAIN WITH YOU"
THEN SHE SAID "SO I WANNA DO IT TOO TO YOU"

WE PASSED THE DAY WITH HAPPINESS
ALL DAYS WERE JOYFUL AND FULL OF CARE
WE DID IT TOGETHER WITH SOME CRAZINESS
THAT COULD MADE EVERYONE IN HERE SMILE

IN ONE NIGHT, WHEN I WATCHED ROCKY MOVIE
SHE TEXTED ME SUDDENLY
SHE ASKED "CAN I SAID SOMETHING TO YOU?"
THEN I SAID "SURE, JUST DO"

SHE SAID TO ME THAT SHE USED TO LOVE ME AS HER BOY
AND I SHOCKED AND I ASKED WHEN DID SHE LOVED ME
SHE SAID "JUST BEFORE WE HAD A BAD CLASH"
OH GOD, IT'S SUCH A LIGHTNING FLASH!

THEN SHE SAID "BUT THAT'S FEELING ALREADY GONE NOW"
"I DON'T LOVE YOU LIKE I DID YESTERDAY"
"BECAUSE OF THAT CLASH MY HEART WAS HURTED AND BECAME SO MELLOW"
"I CRIED IN MY ROOM FOR 2 HOURS AND I CRIED FOR YOUR ATTITUDE"

I WAS SHOCKED
I THOUGHT I WAS A CRAP
I FELT SO STUPID
JUST BECAUSE OF MY ALTER EGO, I REALLY MADE HER DAMNLY SAD

DIRECTLY IN THAT NIGHT, I SAID "WOULD YOU BE MY GIRL?"
I DID IT FOR THE THIRD TIME
I WISH SHE DIDN'T REJECT ME LATER
AND I HOPE SHE WILL BE MINE

SHE HUNG THIS RELATIONSHIP FOR 3 DAYS
FOR ME IT'S OKAY TO GET HAPPINESS WITH HER FOREVER
DURING THAT 3 DAYS, WE SPOKE LIKE USUAL
TALKED ABOUT HOLIDAY, SCHOOL UNTIL MOVIES

THE TIME HAS CAME
IT'S ON A BEAUTIFUL CHRISTMAS MORNING
SUDDENLY MY PHONE RANG
AND APPEARED "1 NEW MESSAGE"

I WISH IT WAS A HAPPY MESSAGE
THEN I OPENED, AND IT'S AN AWFUL MESSAGE
FOR THE THIRD TIME, SHE REJECTED ME
I FELT SO SAD, NO SPIRIT HERE

I ASKED HER ABOUT THE REASON
THEN SHE SAID THOSE GREAT FEELING WAS OVER
"NOW I'M JUST THINKING YOU ARE AN ORDINARY PERSON"
"NOT MORE THAN FRIENDS OR ANYTHING ELSE"

I ASKED HER IS THERE ANY SECOND CHANCE
SHE SAID "NO..NO"
AND I ASKED WHY
SHE SAID "I'M NOT READY YET TO HAD A SPECIAL RELATIONSHIP WITH U"

THAN I SAID IS THERE ANY OTHER REASON
SHE SAID "YES..YES"
I SAID "WHATS THAT"
SHE ANSWERED "YOU'RE THE FIRST MAN THAT BROKE MY HEART"

THEN I SHOUT IN MY HEART "WHATTT????"
DONT YOU REALIZE GIRL?
HOW MANY TIMES YOU BROKE MY HEART?
HOW MANY TIMES YOU BROKE MY DAMN FEELING?
HOW MANY TIMES YOU MAKE ME WANNA CRY?
I JUST DID IT UNCONCIOUSLY TO YOU
AND IT JUST ONCE!

IT'S A REAL STORY MAN
HOPE YOU KNOW WHAT I FEEL MAN
I FEEL SO BROKEN
AND I DIDN'T KNOW IS SHE FORGIVEN?

I DIDN'T KNOW THE NEXT
WOULD I STILL TRYING TO GET HER?
LET ME THINK
BECAUSE IF I DO, IT'S JUST SUICIDING MY FEELING

YEAH, YOU BROKE MY HEART AGAIN
YOU BROKE IT AGAIN
YOU BROKE IT AGAIN
YOU BROKE IT AGAIN